I want to distant you!

 I want to distant you.

It's not because of you but because of me.

I think what's between us is not meant to be.

I don't want our friendship to break into a fight.

So it's better to distant, at least for a while.

It's not easy but I have to,

if not for me then at least for you.

What I am is something you'll not understand.

For it, you don't even have to pretend.

I am complex like a puzzle.

At times I can even be trouble.

But I don't want you to tussle,

though together we can chuckle.

What I say is ironic of what I do.

There was a time when I wanted you to know me too.

Today is a time I am tired of it, 

So I feel it's better to distant not to quit.

You may say let's sit and talk.

"But I am serious," I'll say, wishing I was not.

                                         -Advaita Singh!

I'll not regret!!

 I'll not regret,

for not confessing my sadness to you.

 I'll not regret, 

for not confessing my madness for you.

But surely regret ,

to feel you as one of my loved one.

I felt maybe seeing me sad,

 you'll say something sweet that will lit me up,

But I was at a fault,

for expecting you as the one.

I am not angry or upset from you. 

I am not mad or fret at you.

Rather I am calm and at peace,

since I accept the reality.

I used to love and still love you.

Don't worry, I am no more expecting from few

and nor would I force you to love me back.

But I am also a human and as per human traits,

at times expectations are not bad.

And in those times of expectations 

I'll not stop myself 

because I am a sweet little girl

 and a human who loves. 

                                 -Advaita Singh

Love, as if just met!! {POEM}

 

They both were staring at night sky,

and tried to absorb the beauty of life.

They were into each other's thought,

when she wrote:

It had been long since we chat,

still we love as if just met.

For me he had been the moon of my life,

for him I had been the sky of the night.

He thought about the day,

I expressed my love towards night sky.

But it was today,

he understood with a relief sigh.

I remember his love towards silence,

he felt delicate.

But it was today I understood it's sensitiveness,

and wished for it again.

Silence of night is something we use to talk,

reminding how together we used to take a walk.

It had been long since we chat,

still we love as if just met.

                -Advaita Singh

💙The day at my place!! {POEM}

                                                        💙THE DAY  AT  MY  PLACE

The day you were at my place,

maybe for a while.

It was the time

 when you sat by my side. 

We had a talk with a smile,

but all I wanted was just to hug you tight.

I asked you to tell your uncanny wish,

you regret about till day.

But you didn't know I did that so that,

I can hold your hand and say;

"I'll accept your side which is dark,

because for me you have always been an art."

An art with sparkling eyes,

filled with the glory of the mighty sky.

Art with an appealing smile

makes everything fine.

Art of poetry,

just like an unending story.

Soon went the hours from one to two, two to three,

forcing me to let you free.

Neither you were willing to leave,

nor I was wishing to let you go.

I caressed your eyes,

which were already looking at mine

filled with questions of " should I go?"

I wished to stop you there itself

and never let you do so.

You forwarded your hands in which I kept mine,

wishing to never leave them until the end of life.

But wishes can't be set in reality.

So within seconds, I set my eyes off You,

which wouldn't have allowed me to let you go.

Within seconds, I shuddered my hands off too,

something that you know.

Finally, we bid a bye,

having an appealing smile on our faces.

But deep inside with a cry,

it was a day you were at my place!!

                                -Advaita Singh