You messaged me 'Good Morning'.
My reply made me seem busy.
You are right, I was distorting.
Did I act silly?
I don't know,
what I did was right or wrong.
I had to show
since it had been long.
Time has changed,
so have the situations.
And I am perplexed
with my expectations.
I do love you
but don't know what to do.
It's been a while
since I heard from you.
I didn't chat that very day
though I wished to have some say.
But then I realized something,
that made me reply nothing.
I didn't wish to hurt myself.
You know, my presumptions have spell
and so when I want to be fresh
I use these papers and pens.
I am bewildered, I swear.
I don't want you to mess.
What I wish is just to yell
with some tears since no one cares.
I am trying to stop my steps
to protect myself from emotional depths.
Why at times feelings act as nightmares?
Maybe, I need some love for myself.
Lately, I have been stressed.
I know you can guess.
These are my expectations,
which makes me crap.
I need some time,
to make myself right.
The last thing I want to add;
Are expectations bad?
-Advaita Singh!
